This is a raw, aching meditation on love unraveling and the emotional paralysis that follows. The speaker is trapped in a cycle of betrayal, insomnia, and self-doubt—haunted by a relationship that feels both inescapable and hollow. With imagery of stalled ships and buried dreams, the refrain “never want to start over again” becomes a quiet scream against the pain of beginning anew. It’s heartbreak with no exit, stitched into a slow-moving night.